I Lava This.

Whatever this is.

the
insecurity- but in a good way
and
sternocleidomastoid (oh how these things are memorable!)
and
trying to focus: ch 1, sc into first 3 sts (2 sc in next stitch, 4 sc) 12 times
but having to scale down to: ch 1 sc across, turn 
because focus is impossible this close
and
grinning til it hurts
then
sitting down and trying to be concise and maybe even sound poetic but realizing i have no clue how to be concise, and omg how much easier would it have been to just say "i lava this whole liking someone so much that i'd consider learning math to impress him thing" and been done with it instead of channeling my 14 year-old-hiding-in- her-closet-and-pining-and-writing self which will probably just seem a little over the top and well... ridiculous.

But I think that is exactly why I LAVA the heck outta this.

Whatever this is.